What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close

28 May 2007

My final decision is to get the white colour pair of shoes instead..ahaha...

Charmaine.. thks for helping me to get the shoes ya.. *muACkS*

As usual aft i get my pay, i will always visit the beauty salon to get my brows plucked.if not, my brows will look like the below cartoon.. La Pi Xiao Xin.. and it means i will become his sister..LOL!!

But on fri.. i spent a total of 71 bucks at the beauty salon cuz the beatician yvoone, kip persuading me to try out their facial there. I've been declining her offer whenever i go there to pluck my brows and tis time round, i already dunno want to use what excuse le.. Luckily for 1st time customers, there's a discount of 50%.. so i onli pay 59bucks for the facial...hee hee..Appointment date is on 9 jun..Zzzzzz...

While i was pluckin my brows, i receive a call and was being jio down to our usual spot,Shin Bar wif pr, ww and pearlyn.. We finish one a half bottle of Martell there.. Faintz.. Was a fun nite though..

Middle of the nitez was boring whn pr and pearlyn is accompanying a waitress, jennifer in the toilet, thus we entertain ourselves by taking pics.. Tink we got took more than 10 over pics lor, cuz it was always slant but i onli choose 4 to bluetooth to my hp.. geez..

Slant 1

Slant 2

Tis pic i took de... abit slant also.. but better than him..

Last try.. slant also bo bian liao.. ahaha

Sat nite was shin again..tis time onli got me, pr and ww.. but we onli drank half a bottle as ww went to mit his frens.. Anyway, dun reali feel like drinking that nite also.. mainly jus sitting ard to listen to those horrible ppl singing songs.. haha..

An opportunity is knocking on my door.. shld i or shld i not?? Dilemma??!!

11:42 AM

25 May 2007

HELP HELP... IN A DILEMMA..

RED OR WHITE?

WHITE OR RED??

Ta Daa..

Tis is the shoe my mummy threw away.. This shoe is damn comfortable to wear in.. plaster-free somemore cuz it doesnt bite ur leg at all. Thats why im so damn angree whn my mum chuck it away..bleachzz.. and charmaine was out at AMK Hub ytd and she told me that they still hav stock for this shoe!! WoO Hoo!!! Lalalala.. Im a hapi ger!! But then hor.. that time i bought the shoe at Far East got promo is 19.90 den nw bk to original price 24.90..Though is onli a 5bucks different, but sian ma.. cuz im getting bk the same shoe and more expensive... Well.. forget it.. i will still go ahead and buy!!!

But im in a dilemma whether to buy white colour or red colour and size 5 or 6? Feel like buying red cuz i dun hav ani red shoe.. but i love white too.. how seh? Last time i bought size 6 and i hav to wear it for a few times before the shoes gets tighter..that's why im thinking of size 5.. aiyo!! How?? I have to make decision b4 6pm today cuz charmaine wil be goin to AMK Hub today again and she can help me buy!! You all dun tell me to buy both huh!!

Hai... nvm.. i still hav 6more hours to think before i decide..

Counting down 20 more days and i be leaving for china.. din wanted to go to places like china cuz i find it cheena..somemore i goin to the Hainan Dao instead of places like Shanghai lor.. Then, i was thinking its been 8years since i last went for a holiday, my last trip was to korea whn im in sec 3.. so yah.. i jus went ahead even thou its not my desire destination.. Anyway, this trip has jus come in time. I seriously need a break and get myself outta SG. Half a year had past and lotsa stuffs had happened.. I need some space to sort things out.

After coming bk frm china, i hope i can save up to go to either Thailand or Taiwan.. I wan to shop till i drop.. Gals simply love shopping yeah!!

Oh yah.. nw my bunny had been shift to the bottom.. dun think that she's gone okay... rem to feed and play arh.. And i've do up a playlist of the songs i love, so whn u all are reading my blog, u can choose which song u all wan to listen okay... See!! Being the considerate me, my songs consist of 3 languages, Chi, Eng and Cantonese...Hahahaha..

Alright.. i jus drop by to write somethings here cuz im not sure whether i can blog using my lappie at home anot.Will try to fix the problem up so that i can blog at home too..

Enjoy the weekends ahead!! CHeerS!!

TGIF

10:41 AM

23 May 2007

My last post i wrote that i've got a great mum rite.. but today i threw my temper at her.. WHY? cuz she threw away my white pair of shoes, and that's my fav pair..its onli 2mths old and she said that one of the heels is shorter than the other and she threw away for me.. wah piangz.. the shoes had onli got a little bit of heels onli, even if so, u no nd throw away mah.. i still can wear it. If its those high heels that has got a heels shorter than the other, u threw away still never mind leh.. but this..haiz..plus its my menses period, i flare up instantly whn i noe that my shoes are LYING IN THE DUSTBIN!!!

Forget it.. Fri is my pay day, im goin to AMK Hub to get the similar pair again.. hopefully still hav.. Luckily the store opened another outlet in AMK Hub, if not, i hav to travel all the way to Far East. Humph!!!!!

Okie.. i got the pics all up!!! Lazy to say further..jus enjoy!!!

Michelle and me at SHIN

DBL O NITE 19/05/07

Me and 2 Peng KUEH

9:43 AM

22 May 2007

I'VE GOT A GREAT MUM!!

I went for blood donation on sun and the following day my menses came.. wan to how zun??

Told my mum ytd evening when she called. And this morning, she prepare a nutritious breakfast for me to bring to work.

Bread + Magnolia Milk + Freshly Squeezed Orange Juice

Initially, i tot is jus bread+butter, but whn i opened it, it got Ham & Egg somemore!! The orange juice that she squeezed and pour for me got at least 1 1/2 cup lor.. I hated orange juice especially those sour sour de, but today one isnt..cuz she put in a little bit of honey to sweeten it..:p so i gobble it down to my stomach at one go. *slUrP*

Bcuz she knew this daughter of hers is AI MEI BU YAO MING. I told her i dun wanna eat the iron tablets everyday bcuz its heaty and it will cause my pimple outbreak. Due to my menses period, i already had it lor!! *sAD* So, she told me to drink the orange juice after i took my tablets ..>.<

Anyway, im going to drown my stomach wif tons of fluids this few days so as to keep the pimples away frm me.. Pls.. go as far as possible.. gum sia gum sia!!!

9:48 AM

21 May 2007

Never Let You Go - Janice

The rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now
it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now
but give in

If you gave me,
one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you
and tell you I won't
live my life without you
I would hold your hand
and look in your eyes
and ya know I'd never let you go

The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to say
I remember everything on that day
I can't believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset
our one last romance

I tried to blog at home ytd... but the blogger seems to hav problem and i cant publish at all.. the worse is.. it never saves my drafts automactically also.. siansation...geezz...

Took some pics at dbl o on sat.. shall post it up when i hav gotta the full pictures ya..

Dun say i nv blog huh!!! Its the blogger having problems now.. hahahahahaha

10:16 AM

17 May 2007

4:39 PM

I damn angree.. i was so diligent in updating my this post and all because of my finger dunno go and hit which key on the keyboard..my post is GONE!!! So im retyping it now.. * angree face *

Had dinner wif crazy gals at Thomson Plaza Jai Thai ytd. Intro this place to char and mic as their food is nice, price reasonable also can.. With the 4 of us around, sound of laughter and joy is a definate.

Dont know what's wrong wif joc ytd, she kip saying wrong words and its all damn farni can..Theres still alot more but i cant rem le..

SPICY FISHBALLS NOODLES -> SPICY FOOTBALLS NOODLES
CUZ SHE WAN SAY 7% GST -> SHE EAT UP THE 'G' AND SAID 7ST ( mayb she's hungree ba..kekeke)
CAN YOU EXPAND THE SHOE FOR ME -> CAN U EXTEND THE SHOE?

Wah Piangz!! Joke of the day!!!

SPICY FOOTBALLS NOODLES

TOM YAM SEAFOOD NOODLES ( EXTRA SPICY )

PINEAPPLE RICE SET

PHAY THAI * YUM YUM*

After the main course, uh huh... desserts time...

Was in a dilemma whether to hav DINO swiss roll or strudel.. so we walked down to the shophouses to check it out.

Okay i wanna do an introduction here, the swiss roll at DINO is super duper nice. Nicest swiss roll i ever had. I tried the Mango flavour in my office before can.. *sLurP* Ask me for location if u all wanna buy kays!!

Anyway, we chose Ritz Mango Strudel. Our first time dining in at Ritz and we din know that dey dun sell a slice of strudel de.. So the four of us shared half a loaf of strudel and plus a slice of Apple Crumble.

Dun drool!!!!! Freshly baked Strudel!!!!

This crumble is a total disappointment.. See.. the apple is cut in such a big cube.. wher got nice to eat??? And plus the cinnamon flavour.. * faintz* Dun try this okay!!

Thanks jo jo ng for the strudel treat.. *wiNKz*

At the strudel hse, our table is the most nosiest. Laughing, talkin loud.. so, we decided to leave. Went to NTUC at thomson plaza to grab some drinks and off we went to a block to sit down. Wah.. then joc and i couldnt recognize how to go to that block and we went the wrong direction and hav to uturn back.. took quite some time to find that pathetic block.. Haiz.. u all shld noe, at thomson area, there aint any cafe like TCC, kopi bean for us to relax and sit down.. So no choice lor..like those uncles and aunties, we chose to sit at a block void deck.

Any introduction.. Seeweed...

This seaweed is damn addictive can.. Jus like pringles, once you pop, you cant stop!! But is kinda expensive, one pkt ard $2.95 at NTUC.. Try it out guys..!!

Piangz... this post is mainly introducing food liddat lor.. Hahahaha..

Took cab home tgt wif the gals, and whn i reach home, it was then i realise that we din took any pic wif our faces in it.. LOLX..

I was feeling so freaking tired and i pamper myself with this body scrub.. shiok seh.. it leaves ur skin feeling smooth and supply..

Hit my bed at ard 1am.. and i had nightmare!!!!!!

To the extend that i scream out loud.. luckily my bro and dad nv hear me screaming.. phew!!

All i wanted is a peaceful nite of sleep!!!

12:16 PM

16 May 2007

I updated..

But..all because of my tooopic finger.. my post was gone..

Shall update whn i've the mood then...

ARgHhhHHh

5:48 PM

15 May 2007

I've got nothing to pen down but i jus hav a little mood to blog now. Nothing interesting to read about so u all may click on the small X box on the top right hand corner if u all want.

Can someone pls invent an equipment whereby i can find out how my future life would be? How long can i live till? How i would end my journey? How do i looked like when im old? What kinda pitfalls and hard knocks in lives will i faced? I jus wanna catch a glimpse of it, a little while will do. U know, i find it such a pain to go thru every step of my life. You have to face the pain of ur loved one leaving you, solving complex problems coming along in your path, living in a world when you dont even know what might happen to you whn u woke up in the morning. Struggling in a hectic and realistic life in Singapore!! Boy!! Its tiring!!

Anyway, i know its mission impossible. Who can invent this? No one.. Even if i beg the gods and angels above, they will never grant my wish. Never once, they answered my prayers. Mayb, partly is my fault cuz im not a devoted follower!! Wah!! What am i talking about?? Loads of rubbish.. Pls ignore me!!

I was browsing thru my stuffs and i happen to chance upon some old photos which i wanna share wif all of u!! Hey ppl, pls dun luff okie!!

How? I reali missed childhood days leh. I WANT A TIME MACHINE OR A UNIVERSAL CONTROL??!! Those days where i onli need to worry for exams and Physical Fitness Test *sHiVerS* but im free from burdens like money, relationships, responsibilities in work and alot more which i might be facing in my on comings life. Theres something some of you might not know and that is when i was young, im a introvert, a ger who dunno how to communicate wif others, who always sat quietly at a corner, who onli answered when ppl questioned. Hey u all dun laugh okie, dun always like see me siao siao and KP at times ( esp whn im drunk *nOdS* ), i have my quiet moments too if you know me well and long enough. Actually i still find myself a introvert up till now, especially if i dun reali know that person well., but sometimes i too will try my best to be noisier so that the scene wont be so awkward. Well, above are nothing but truths. Up to u all to believe.. *gRiNs*

Ta ta ta da!!! Its time to show u all my childhood pics..

Tis is one of my fav pics

Tis guy here is my bro.. He looks caring and seems nice on this pic rite.. but nw..he's jus a blood-sucking monster.

The rabbit he bought for me on my 12th yr old bday!!

wah!! Tis pic he bery orbit.. but i find myself cute..hahaha.. dun say i BHB huh!!!

My mummy!! Do we look alike?

10:09 PM

14 May 2007

Another 16 more post and i'll reach my 100 posts.. Hopefully i can write something meaninful by then.

Alright!! Time for updates..

11/05/07 (Fri)

Shin bar again wif the same old khakis, but we've got 2 newcomers, charmaine and michelle whom joined us at the later part. I would say it was a fun and crazy nite. Hahaha..thks to michelle, drunkard of the nite wasnt me.. but is ta ta ta daa.. MichELLe!! Actually i did vomit and slept awhile at there, but manage to become alert aft i woke up.

Everything ended at ard 3am, took cab together wif charmaine and michelle. Michelle was super noisy in the cab can.. She talked non-stop all the way from Boat Quey to sembawang..Hahaha..Tell u all a secret, char and i got record down what michelle was talkin abt in the cab.. Michelle, nex tym we let u hear ya..!!!

Wah!! Its my 1st time sending people home lor. Normally its people who took care of me whn im drunk siah.. hahaha..

Sat was suppose to went for a swim wif joc, but it was raining heavily.. So my sat was burned!! But nvm, at least i can hav my rest..aiyah.. u all know me well de.. i can live w/o food but not w/o slp..heehee..

Met up wif the tomato sisters and tim at amk mac cafe ytd nite. Gh came by awhile too as he need to pass somethings to Pq, stayed at there till ard 1030 and we quickly head home as we wanted to catch the Channel 8, 11pm show, Yin Cha Yang Cuo.

And today im on MC!! Hahaha.. I was so damn lazy to wake up for work, so i decided to tak an mc since i was having slight flu. While i was waiting for my turn, i suddenly felt so breathless, breathing hard to gasp for air. I tin mainly is bcuz im inside the air-con rm. And onli whn the doc check up on me, its was then i realise that i had throat infection too.. And he also told me to cut down on my intake of ciggrettes. So aha.. its was indeed right for me to tak an mc and hav a gd rest can...

Tomorrow have to go back to work le.. im feeling so SIANZzzzzzz =.=

7:05 PM

09 May 2007

Have you all ever done something which you will regret for the rest of your lifes?

Have you all made a decision whereby this fatal decision will haunt you for the rest of your lifes?

How does it feels when you cant confide this matter to anyone and the remorse is driving you insane?

How would your frens and families look upon you when they came to know about it?

How terrible it felts whenever you had nightmares and when you woke up, ur eyes are filled wif tears?

- Basking in a sea of saddness-

9:30 AM

07 May 2007

Hi peeps.. im back to update.. if not someone will say im a lazy bunny blogger again..LOLX

Fri nite was terrible.. i was feeling cold and strengthless whn i lied on my bed. Sounds like im an old lady lidat. But its true.. After popping 2 panadols for cold, slept like a dead log thru out the nite, i finally felt much better whn i woke up on sat. Phew!! I simply hate those flu bugs.. GET AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!

03/05/07 (thurs)

Along wif joc, i met up with my Primary sch fren Zhongping and one of his fren, Ron for dinner at Cine Pastamania. Haha.. 16yrs of frenship but i lost contact wif him for 10yrs before we met each other again at his workplace, Partyworld. He was shocked that i still have his primary sch photos wif him.. Haha.. I purposely bought this Jin Dian photo to show him.. LOLX..

After brainstorming a couple of place to go, we decided to sing KTV. Went to their workplace which is located at International Building so that we might be able to have more privilege. Oh Boy!! We reali had lotsa privilege. We made the right choice!!

Joc requested for her fruits to be change to all rambutans.
I ordered my favourite vegetable crackers as titbits.
Free-flow of titbits
Their manager volunteer for the change of room so that we can sing all the way till 3am.
So on and so for..

One of their colleagues, ken, My.. he reali got alot of funny and lame ideas. Firstly, he took out all the pineapples cubes in the rambutan, placed them on the fruit plate, lied to us that dey dun hav ani rambutans left. After which, he finally came in wif the rambutan, but its stuff wif bubble tea pearls instead. First look, i tot is the seed of the longan siah.. Farni chap.

After we change our room, dey purposely insert a hokkein song, Yi Zhi Xiao Yu San into our song lists. Joc tot that it was zhongping who insert the song as he is holding the controller in his hand. DiAO!!! Tis ken, he is so super helpful.. He kip coming into our room to refill our beer for us. Got motive de lor.. cuz he wan ask to drink faster den we can order and order ma den i tin he purposely wan to make me and joc drunk siah.. Luckily we Yi Zhi Li Jian Qiang, feel abit of discomfort but nv drunk.. Reaching the end of the ktv session, he even gave us another jag of beer for free... Wah Piang eh.. i already cannot drink le lor.. SiAnz..

He's got a quote..

A man without a pen is not a man.

My long lost primary sch fren Zhong ping

Ron

He's taking away the pearls inside the rambutan.

After ktv, is supply time.. went to this prata shop near cuppage.. Hmm.. dun go there and try.. the prata sucks..i still love the prata at thomson.. * yummy*

After supper, they send us home wif their bikes.. wow.. its been super long since i last sat on a bike.. feeling SHIOK whn the wind blow against us... But hor. i was kinda scare also... so i kept my eyes wide open when zp was driving..hahahahahaha..

Zp Bike ( Repsol, did i name it correctly?? )

Ron bike. (Superfour)

05/05/07 ( SaT)

Went to Northpoint to catch a movie wif charmaine and michelle.

200 Pounds Beauty..

Sypnosis

Hanna is a lip sync vocalist for Ammy, the famous Korean pop singer. Even though Hanna is always ignored due to her appearance, she has always been a bright and happy girl until Ammy humiliated her in front of Sang-jun, the one she secretly admired. Finally, she made a life-changing decision: to have a major cosmetic surgery… Will this move, will her unrequited love get any return?

Tis is definately a nice show!! Towards the ending, the 3 of us cried. Actually i was holding back my tears, but when i saw charmaine taking out tissues, i decided to jus let my tears flow.

Sometimes i ponder, why do some ppl judge a person by its appearance?? When he/she is ugly, fat or disgusting, u will jus start to pin-point him/or her out. Or even speak ill of them infront of them. All humans beings have feelings, spare a tot for them. If you wanna say something, i rather you do it behind their backs. At least they wont feel hurt.

*bish*.. im getting out of topic.

Aft movies, it was already 7 plus and we ta bao our food and went to our usual block to hav our dinner.. We talked and chat alot..sharing problems that we face and etc.. We regretted why we never wear prettier as we dun feel like goin home so early that nite. Wanted to sing KTV, but weekends charges are high.. In the end, aft acc char to yck to take somethings, we proceed to AMK Mac Cafe.

We head home at abt 1 plus as we were all tired..

Im looking forward to 30th May 2007. Im going to Guang Ming Shan Temple to take part in the 3steps 1 pray on that day tgt wif charmaine, michelle, joc and my mum. Its been ages since i did that. Im such a undevoted buddhism. * noDs*

11:14 AM