28 November 2006
ytd aft work, cs and joc acc me to see those sen-seh at ys..cuz my back reali hurts like hell..i cant reali stand straight aft i get up frm my chair or bed.. i muz hunch and walk a few steps b4 i can stand straight..lol..*sob sob* awhile later..its my turn and i reali tremble wif fear whn i walked in..ppl who noe me will noe that i cant stand even the slightest of pain.. useless hor..but..well..thats me!!!! during the rubbing session.. i kip telling the sen-seh to be softer abit.and guess what she reply me..im the most gentle sen-seh here..-_-!!! doesnt look like lo..cuz she look so fierce..but well. she reali not bad lar.. still joke wif me and help me wipe away my sweat..lol..but hor..my heart ache leh..the consultation fees is $53.25 lo..so ex siah.. i reali got a shock whn i was making the payment... consultation + 2 bags of herbs + 2 pkt of pills = $53.25.. siaNZ..But..thks cs and joc fer accompanying me..was feelin kinda sad and disappointed wif one of my fren.. though she nv told us..but i get to noe the news of it.. she said she is disappointed wif me and joc..and she kinda giv up on tis friendship..Hey.. im reali curious.. what did we do to disappoint u?? what makes u wanna giv up on a 10yrs long of friendship?? so now i know how fragile our friendship is and u can easily say tis word out when u hav ur bf.. if ur bf is a good guy.i will sincerely giv u all my blessings..but he's not..and we cant tell u much as we care fer ur feelings..well..all these aint imp anymore.. cuz i utterly disappointed in ur actions and words.. we are not ur punching bags or whatever shit ok.. dun vent ur anger on us whn u din get enuff rest..we are not the one who push you to a dead end.. PLEASE GET TIS DAMN THING CLEAR... Dun come back crying when ur ill-treated by ur bf since u can say out cruely that u gave up tis friendship..ok..For the past few days..im feeling down..not jus bcuz of tis incident..but alot of surprises are coming up one at a time which i tin i nd sometime to reali digest it..Life reali sucks..im tired of it.. but dun worry..i wont go and commit suicide..lol..jus voicing out some thoughts..im living in this world aimlessly and hopelessly.. there's reali nothing which can reali make me feel happy abt it.. i can luff and be crazy like hell whenever im out wif my frens.. i can try to console dem whenever dey are feeling down..but whn im in a shitty situation.. i doubt i can reali take it so well..sometimes i will jus choose to avoid the issues.. hmm.. i tin i muz stop writing le..if not i will kana depression..+++ why can u bear to do this to me whn u noe i care?? +++
10:59 AM
22 November 2006
at work now.. jus bk frm my 1day mc.. ytd was having fever, flu and sore eyes.. nw my right eyes still abit red but better than monday night.. feeling so restless nw..ytd was telling cs over msn that i miss work..(i tin i muz be crazy)..but nw..i HATE WORK..!!! well.. gers are reali fickle-minded siah... haha..oh ya.. and thks Ros fer buying grapes and herbal tea for me ytd..
felt quite injustice over somethings.. someone say that HE dun like his GF to mix wif us.. he's scare that his GF will be led astray by us..i reali feel like asking him how does he define the word "BAD"??? Is drinking, smoking, clubbing considered that u r a bad person???? i simply feel that u r the one who led my fren astray.. she changed alot bcuz of YOU!!! sometimes i wonder whether she's still the one i know anot?? I can tell u straight that there will be no more GooDY us.. pls pray hard that u dun provoke either me or joc.. cuz aft hearing all this nonsense things and the dirty actions done by you, i will not give face to you anymore..NOT ANYMORE!!!!
i shall not talk abt him le.. cuz whenever i talk abt him, his face will appear in my mind.. and i reali feel like vomiting.. yucky..
it will be a bz wk fer me.. all progs are lined up.. be meeting cs later at amk fer dinner.. tmr dinner will be at yishun wif michelle, charmaine, Jocelyn and Me.. Fri, i will be meeting pr..and aft tat..might be goin to join cs and joc.. sat leh.. im goin to EAST COAST wif joc and ros.. aft which.. will be goin to jai thai for dinner as well as waiting fer lynn and cs to knock off.. and we will head to cs hse for our drinking session.. yeah.. so i tin i wont be able to update my blog in the nxt few days le..
take care ppl..
+++ where are you when i needed you most??? +++
2:49 PM
19 November 2006
*yawnz* i din reali get to sleep since wed nitz onwards.. cs and i went to joc hse aft our dinner.. chit-chat and watch dvd.. i went home at ard 5am.. rest awhile.. bath and proceed to joc hse downstair to meet up wif ros..supposing to go to Chong Pang Nasi Lemak dere and hav our breakfast..but thks to joc huh.. overslept.. so end up..me and ros jus went to the 313 kopitiam to eat something...joc and cs finally come dwn at ard 0805..we waited for more than an hr fer u lo.. toopid joc still wan push blame to cs hor.. u tink i dunno is u overslept huh..whahaha..thurs met up wif michelle, charmaine and joc to northpoint foodcourt to hav our dinner..hai.. bo bian.. the 4 of us damn broke so we hav to scheduled our chocolate fondue to another day..aft dinner, we went to blk 214 to chit-chat.its been ages since we last went dere..lol... and ya..of cuz the block is full of laughter whn the 4 of us gets together.. went home and slept at 2plus..was surprised that i could still wake up in the morning to tak TRAIN to work..hmm..whn was the last time i took train in the morning???Fri..met up wif pr..aft our dinner at Mos Burger.. she cme to my hse to nua, chit chat and drink.. and both of us end up vomitting...hee hee.. and tis pr hor.. y u finish my last few mouths of drink whn i went to the toilet???? u bery thirsty huh.. kns..!!!! and at ard 4am..i started to feel hungry and we had our mac breakfast delivered.. yeah.. opps... it was onli whn i started eating den i realise that we had burger fer our dinner also..alamak..so sinful!!!!! But..reali enjoyed the day spent!! We slp at 5plus and wake up at 0830am as pr hav to go to work le.. i din slp aft she left.. watch tv..do housework..tak a short 1hr nap and start to bath and prepare to meet up wif ros and joc...
see..my breakfast at 0459am..lol..its Egg Mcmuffin..yuMmY!!!
the doc says i muz wear specs fer 1wk..but i nv heed the advice and my eyes turned red again..*argh*sat nitz went to cs home..and he brought some food frm jai thai and cook HUNEY DUE sago fer us to eat..look..i noe its HONEYDEW but hee..some1 spell it wrong and it make us luff like hell..again..was supposed to continue our drinking session..cuz i still hav half bottle of martell at his hse..but sat reali no foam.. watch vcd and ard 4am the 3of us fall asleep liao..woke up at 2plus in the noon..wash up and we went to the kopitiam to hav our late late breakfast..
joc brushing teeth..lol...
yumMy yumMy...but ard 5pm..a moron reali spoilt my day..eh u fucking asshole.. who are you to interrupt into ppl life..who are you to care whether cs got go work anot.. u are so damn rude to call and ask (although u din ask it directly) but we simply noe what ur intention is lo.. you're scare that ur gf will be too tired to work alone rite..lemme tell u tis.. we are not the one who ask her to take up 2jobs..we are not the one who make her stress.. but she is the one who gave us all dese fucking attitude!!!! she reali changed alot ever since she met u.. she used to confide in me..but nw..look.. she gave me all these shit.. If not for cs..joc and i would hav already msg and scold u upside down le..cuz we noe cs will be in a difficult position if we make tins worse by msg-ing him...argh.. u better stop all this nonsense.. i dunno whn i will reali lose all my patience in u..u moron..now its 1045pm le..i better go catch some slp..real tire le..good nite!!!!! sweet dreams!!!!
10:54 PM
15 November 2006
tis is the jacket!!! nice ma?? i MEAN the JACKET!!!!
today aft work, i accompany Joc to MS to get her fav Baleno winter Jacket..but to our surprise..the jacket in khaki colour is sold out..arghh.. joc was kinda disappointed siah.. but the sales assistant service and attitide is damn gd lor.. one of them help joc to call and check whether which outlet still hav the stock.. while we were waiting dere..the other sales assistant also come and serve us..in aniway..thumbs up for the service and attitude frm MS Baleno..luckily PS de Baleno still hav stock..so we ask the staff to reserve and we quickly run dwn to get the jacket.. phew!!!!! eh JOCELYN.. y evry time ur tins so difficult to buy huh?? that time wan go cine wallet shop to get ur key-coin pouch..den end up..cine de Wallet shop close dwn le den hav to go MS to get it.. den nw..frm MS hav to go PS to get the jacket... nex time hoh.. if wan buy jiu buy lar... dun tin so much lor..whahaha... hai.. u c lar...librans...hee..
aft buying those stuffs.. we went to MOS Burger to hav dinner..initially joc dun feel like eating de..so i jus order Croqutte Burger Meal.. aft she bite a few mouths of my burger and fries..she start to feel hungry le..and so..she went off to buy Fish Burger..u c lar..librans jiu si librans..undecisive even whn comes to eating..=.=!!! aniway..hav taste her powerfulness of librans since sec 1 lo..*numb*
ard 9pm..i rec a msg frm some1..and it reali brightens my day.. though its jus those simple forward msg..but ya.. reali happy lo..cuz i tot that some1 is still angry wif me for some misunderstandings.. i will meet the some1 out for kopi soon..hee..
aft eating, we sit outside PS for a chat..joc was kinda sad over some tins.. her PMS + lack of slp + .... lead her to say out tins which she doesnt mean it..and she is kinda regret for her impulsiveness..Joc..dun tink too much..everyting will soon be ok de.. treat it as a learning period fer u to go thru all this ordeal..
keke sick liao... im having flu and block nose nw..my voice also change abit le..sianzzz..pls dun lemme fall sick..im goin to chee seng chalet tml...tonight muz go home drink honey water and eat flu panadol liao..:(
9:12 AM
14 November 2006
had coffee wif Dan and Joc at sp coffee bean jus nw..nv meet him for ard 2mths le.. got lotsa stuff to chat abt..and ya..planning to go genting in jan..looking forward..joc..go do ur passport leh...*yawnz*..i wont forget i say i will sponser u part of it de lar..quickly go do den we can go travelling le.. hope to set up a travelling fund..so that i can go holiday as and when i like.. but difficult lar.. hav to pay so many tins..nxt yr wanna study..hai..its all abt money..cannot..muz change job le..tis company too niao.. increment also like shit.. miserable 30bucks..siao bo.. !!!
but bonus comin soon leh..hee hee...can go buy nintendo liao!!! woOhOO!!!
12:07 AM
12 November 2006
tis will be my lunch for tis week...keke fat fat already..muz go on diet le...
Milo replenish energy.. Cream Crackers yummy yummy!!!!!
7:38 PM
lemme see the time nw..waH..its only 0830am..so freaking early siah.. i also dunno why i woke up so early..aniway im goin to Andy dere for a haircut later..finally..i've long wanted to cut my hair..but sometimes im too lazy to go dwn lar..hee..
ytd spent the whole day at home sleepin and clearing my damn rm.. im sooo tired for the past 2days..thurs slept at 5am and wake up at 8am for work..fri went to joc hse 1st..wanted to play badminton de..i even bought my clothes along..but..ya.. we were so damn lazy aft we had our dinner..so..hee hee.. waited for joc to bath 1st den she will acc me home to bath and prepare..cuz we are goin to ros, ah ma de funeral..we left my home at abt 10.40pm..tak a train to ys and tak 851 to tiong bahru..i bought my labbie along so that we can online over dere..joc was browsing thru my com pics whn we are on the bus..and of cuz, she saw some of her previous pics and its makes her luff so loudly in the bus lor..whn we reach dere, we sit dere fold paper money, chit chat, smoke smoke (not infront of her relatives) and online..show ros some of our past yrs pics and we reali had a gd luff..lol..acc her till 6am in the morning.. den tak cabbie home wif joc.. aft i bath..i KO immediately..
i woke up at 1230pm in the noon...wash up, den eat something, and ard 1 plus, it started to rain so heavily..so i tell myself not to waste this rainy day..so i NAP again..hee.. woke at the ard 0430pm den start to clear my damn rm..donated alot of my clothes that i din wear already..and ya..whn i was clearing the store rm..its was only then i realise that i hav lotsa shoes that i dunno..lol.. some i din even wear it b4..alamak..waste money!!!! but well..gals are all liddat de ma...hee..
gotta go prepare le..my appt is 1030am.. but..but...im bery lazy to go out leh...tink i will tak my best fren cabbie to go..hee..and hope andy wont let me wait too long and hope it will be a nice one..byezzz...
9:20 AM
10 November 2006
stupid ros to tak tis video.. nxt time i also silently video ur stupid acts..better dun lemme catch u doin it ar!!!!! if not ur video will be published on my blog...hee hee..
5:01 PM
we took tis video whn we're at Amk Mac Cafe.. cute bo?? hee hee
3:20 PM
Had dinner wif "crazy" gers at Marina Square HK Cafe..suppose to go to the one at cine branch de, but Joc nd to buy wallet at The Wallet Shop and the one at Heeren already closed dwn..so we make our way to Marina Square to get the wallet b4 we went for dinner.. 4 of us were so damn hungry whn we reached dere.. and as usual.. Joc is the last to make her decision on what to eat.. haha... Librans dead point... indecisive and dilemma..hee hee..
Well..i guess we did disturb the quiet atmosphere dere cuz we were talkin and laughing so loudly that some of the customers turn and looked at us..aiyo..no image...but what to do when the 4 of us get together..gossipings, complaining abt work and telling of jokes..lol...
okay!! lets look at some of the pics we took!!!!
Mic + Joc + Char
Ke + Mic + Joc -> look at mic face...WHERE IS MY FOOD?? IM DYING FRM HUNGER..!!!!
lemme do the intro of the dishes
*Joc* Pork Chop Rice wif Egg and Vege and HK Milk Tea*
*Mic* Spicy Pork Chunks wif Rice and blackie Grass Jelly*
*Char* Chicken Pork Chop Baked Rice and Yuang Yang Tea*
*Ke* Mushroom and Cheese Baked Rice and Yuang Yang Tea*
*Side Dishes* Egg and Cheese Sandwich*
* Luncheon Meat and Egg Sandwich*
Yo!!! u all feeling hungry ma?????
While we were waiting for cabbie outside Marina Square Taxi Stand..
alamak!!! we waited for 1hr plus lor...wtf.. *yawnZ ... sNorEz*
In the end, we decided to on call cab aft 11pm..cuz the booking fee is cheaper.. haizzz...
Enjoyed the day spent ytd.. so the nxt meeting up session we will be goin to try the Chocolate Fondue...yeah...damn looking forward...muacks....
Joc and i din go home aft the dinner.. we went to tiong bahru to meet ros..finally she bk frm China..but she din go dere to enjoy...her grandma pass away while holidaying at China... so she went over to help out in getting the documents done....
We were so damn full when we reach..so we jus order a pot of chrysanthemum tea to drink..but who noes... Joc started to feel hungry at ard 2.30am..as ros nd to go on vegetarian till sun. so we ordered Vegetarian Dried Hor Fun and Fried Egg wif Beansprouts.. its nice lor...ahaha...but omg..eat again leh..lolx..supper = fat
nvm..joc and i decided not to eat too much during lunch and we are goin to play badminton tmr aft work.. so ya..we'll sweat and shed some fatty MEAT..hee...
Before...
After!!!!!whn we reached home, it was already 0430am..damn tire..i KO immediately aft i had my bath..but surprisingly i dun feel any tireness whn i woke up..but i got no mood to work lahz..hee hee..but i've been blogging for the past 1hr le.. got to go do some work le....byeeeee
enjoy the weekends ahead..!!!!!
9:29 AM
08 November 2006
jus come bk hme frm Bishan J8..went to the sistic outlet dere to buy tickets for the play JACK & THE BEAN-SPROUT!The GINORMOUS Musical Adventure.. the guy in the pic is Joc cousin, Sebastian Tan aka Chen Rui Biao..u find tis name familiar?? he once won a singing compeition held by MediaCorp... Ros and i are accompanying Joc to support her cousin by attending the show.. to our surprise, the preview tics on 29th and 30th nov are all sold out.. so no choice..we bought the tics on 6th dec.. looking forward for the show...i guess it will be a nice one as u can c the over-whelming respond frm the selling of the preview tics..
oh ya..and tml Charmaine, Michelle,Jocelyn and I are goin to cine HK cafe to hav our dinner.. yeah..im gonna try the baked rice and some other nice nice food..hee hee.. and our desserts will be Mango Sunrise..woohoo...shiok.. aft tis wk, muz try to eat lesser le.. i gain bk some of my weight already..*sobsob*
hmmm.. shall end my craps le...got to go and hav my bath le..will upload our food pics tml..to make u all drooooolll..... byeeeee
gOoD niGht...
10:24 PM
at work now... tot i will fall sick today as i kip sneezing in the morning and thinkin of getting an mc de..but this 2 days die die also hav to come.. if not my colleague hav to cover my work...so here i m sitting down infront of my OFFICE com to blog..
jus finish packing some mag for Page One S'pore at vivo city..bery siong ok..so nw i dun care..i'll jus slack for awhile b4 i start doin my job..hee hee..
sometimes i reali wish to visit the doc to get some sleeping pills..cuz i cant get a gd nite slp..except for fri and sat nite. the rest of the days i will kip waking up in the middle of the night..whats happening to me siah??? No matter how early i slp, i will also feel drowsy whenever im at work.. argHhhh..
now is 10.30am le.. i shall slack till 11am..i DUN CARE!!!!! IM SUPER BORED AND TIRED....
10:28 AM
07 November 2006
dUn mAKe mE aNgrY..hMmm.. i bITe..
11:13 AM
how true is this sentence??
trying my very best to forget the past that we used to share..im reali trying hard.. burying myself wif work.. singing ktv, go drinkin and hanging out with my frens till late nite so tat i can KO immediately w/o thinking of u..deleting all ur msgs in my hp..finding possible ways to kip you out of my mind...all these i tried..but..memories flashed back whenever im alone.. whenever i heard of ur fav songs..whenever i walk past the place where we used to hang out..esp...
rem my 1st post was to remind myself to stay positive..
but..but...
god..pls grant a small wish of mine...*i reali wish to forget everything abt him*
i tear my heart apart and sew it up myself
the scars remind me that the past is real..
9:39 AM
04 November 2006
tis is my 1st post in blogger...was using msn spaces initially..decided to try out blogger since most of my frens commented that its user friendly..hopefully i can kip tis blog of mine alive by updating it regularly...
recently alot of unhappy tins happened to me...reali not convenient to divulge what happened to me in here but im still adjusting to changes bought into my life.. through all this incident.. i hav a new point of view in my life.. nothing is forvever...never be true or faithful.. it only brings abt saddness instead of happiness.. but what happened already happened..i can only blame it on myself for being too foolish and naive.. but frm now onwards, the new Keline is reborn.. i will not make history repeat itself again..
Hmmm..shall not be talk abt too many unhappy tins in my 1st post..i shld be more positive rite!!! haha..alright folks... shall end here and its time for me to stick my eyes onto my newly subscribe scv..byEESsss
7:57 PM
