What Hurts The Most Was Being So Close

28 February 2007

What's the HOTTEST topic for this week??? TOTO!!!!!!

One of the Wang Di for buying toto is the 7-11 outlet at Chong Pang. Joc and i went to queue up ytd. We reach there at 0645pm and there were already tons of ppl queueing up. Luckily joc, daddy de worker, an Ah Bu Nei Nei was in the queue already. So, joc dad came down and ask him to help us buy. The Ah Bu Nei Nei start to queue up at 0430pm in the noon and we thought there were high chances that he might be able to buy. But as the time gets nearer to 9pm, we know chances are slim or should i say,its confirm that he wont be able to get into the counter?? However, we choose to wait untill its 9pm and see if miracle will happen or there will be time extension. But, haiz, the system jus automatically shut down at 9pm. Wasted a few hours there siah..Kinda disappointed for not being able to buy. Anyway, its a fun experience and this is the 1st time im actually queueing up wif so many ppl..LOL..

Haha.. another thing is, we saw a Cai Sheng wif a basket of Ang Baos and Big Big Yuan Bao.. He was giving out Ang Baos..Ehh..but in return, u muz throw in some money into the yuan bao. Any amt will do.. So joc daddy and i giv it a try since the Cai Sheng got walk towards us. His mouth kip saying HUAT AH!! HUAT AH!! LOL!!! Funny siah.. Hmm.. what a skinny Cai Sheng he is, if its fatter, i tin he will be more cute.. Secretly took a pic of him.. hee.. Dunno by putting Fake Cai Sheng in my blog will help me strike anot hor?? I muz be thinking too much...

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Eventually, joc and i decided to try our luck again by coming over to queue up before we go to work. I woke up as early as 5am, nua on my bed till 0530am and im off to bath and prepare. Reach dere at ard 0630am, and to my surprise, no one started any queue though there were a few ppl standing ard there.Luckily i reach there earlier and im in the 12th position.. Joc daddy drove her here and she reach at ard 7am..Wait, queue, wait, queue is all that we hav to do. Received a call frm my mummy and she told me she picked up a fifty dollar note at Yishun Mrt. Lucky her leh!!

While we were in the queue, an old auntie ask us to help her buy 4D as her leg is pain, actually we was in a dilemma whether to help anot, cuz its like not fair to other ppl who were also spending time to queue up. In the end, we still help as she was pleading and pleading. I was feeling kinda regret in the later part, cuz she look perfectly okay to me.. Hai.. forget it.. jus treat it as im doin a good deed..

Oh yesh... it was already 0815am whn we buy finish.. take a look at my pic below.. can u imagine the queue is already so damn long whn its still so early.. Haha.. typical Singaporean.Lastly.. wish me luck k.. im not so greedy to aim for top prize.. a few thousand or more will do.. kekeke....

8:54 AM

26 February 2007

After watching a high jump competition on TV, Lu Rui Xi is so inspired by a jumper named Zuo Yi Quan, she decides to transfer to his school. The problem: she is a girl, and he attends an all-boy school. Solution: She becomes a boy. Thus, she begins her uphill battle to disguise her true gender and show Quan she is his #1 fan.

What Rui Xi doesn't know is that Quan has discovered her secret. However, he is keeping the secret for her and from her. Why? He likes her and doesn't want her to leave his side. If that means treating her as one of the guys and helping her passing off as a guy, then so be it.

Rui Xi's "manliness" couldn't fool her classmate Jin Xiu Yi's girl radar. However, since Xiu Yi is under the assumption that no girl can attend all-boy school, he starts to question his own sexual orientation when he falls in love with Rui Xi, the boy.

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My 2nd post today!!

Im so into this drama nw.. The guy below is Wu Zun!! Super handsome right??? Ahaha.. I tink i reali like boy boy looks type of guys.. Cute hor!!! I have already set aside money to buy the Part 3 dvd once its out!!! kekeke..Before watching this show, i dun even know what Fei Lun Hai looks like and i simply dun understand y so many ppl are crazy over Fei Lun Hai, however aft watching the drama, i tin im crazy over them too.. eh.. to be exact, only Wu Zun lar.. Now, my office com de desktop wall paper is his handsome face ehh... Dun say i pevert or Hum Sap hor.. nothing wrong to see handsome guys right..hee hee..

Never once regret buying this dvd..

1:14 PM

Hi all..time to update blog again eh.. i know its been more than a week since i last update.Hmm.. im jus plain lazy..ke ke..

CNY as usual, nothing special.. Except for Day 1 tat i go house visiting, the rest of the days i stayed at home and recuperate my energy.LOL.. While, as one grows older, CNY has lost it meanings.. not much participation in any house visiting and collecting of Ang Baos.. I miss childhood days.Alright, shall not talk on CNY anymore

21/02/07 ( Wed )

Went to a BAR wif BEDS wif joc and ros.. aha.. Its called Day Bed Bar.. I can say i giv 8/10 for the atmosphere.. However for the menu, Hmm... there's still room for improvement.. Mayb it shld include some side dishes like Calamarie Rings, Fries, Chicken Wing, Potato Wedges instead of onli Pizza.. But..but.. i give 9/10 for the vegetarian pizza dere..the taste is fabulous... yummy...

Overall, its a great place for relaxation.. But it will also bring down ur mood as its jus too comfortable there that u feel like sleeping..Zzzzzzzz...

22/02/07 (Thurs)

Went to Caserina to eat prata for my lunch on thurs.. wanted a sunny-side prata aka plaster prata..And the unker gave me this...

ONLY A SUNNY SIDE UP EGG

BUANGZ siah.. Charmaine and i was like so SHOCK!!! But i jus kept quiet and kinda lazy to asked the unker as i hate to talk wif India**..Sorry im not being racist, i jus simply hate their blah blah blah ENGLISH..

23/02/07 ( Fri )

Aft work, went over to lynn house at Seng Kang. Before going there, we went to Compasspoint Sakae Sushi to buy Yu Sheng. Had steamboat over at her hse.. thou u dunno my blog add, but thks gal.. Aft dinner, yup.. gambling time.. din win alot lar.. cuz all were jus casual playing..

Aft lau-ing the yu sheng, we decided to go to this haunted place at Punggol Kampong House.

Been hearing tat its haunted in news, emails, tv variety shows, but we nv went there before, thus, we decided to pop over and take a look..aha..We were so tempted to go into the house to explore, but dey say its dangerous as surrounding of the building is covered wif bushes and grass and there might be snakes around. So we jus stood at the roadside..

For more info on the haunted house, u can click the label right below this post.. I wanted to label here de.. but i duNno how to..lol

Af t checking out the haunted house, we went to Punggol jetty suggested by lynn.. Kinda boring at there cuz nothing to see ma.. aha.. So we head home at ard 0230am...

24/02/07 ( Sat )

Nua and stay at home for the whole day...

25/02/07 ( Sun )

Woke up at ard 10am to queue and buy 4D.. Wanted to go over to the Lucky 4D betting centre at Chong Pang de.. But i woke up too late and i guess there's already a lot of ppl queuing.So i drop this idea and went to Sunplaza instead..

Queue for ard half an hour and its my turn.. But damnit, i couldnt buy my employee no. 0123. Never, never cross my mind that this no. will strike so i jus let it be and nv tot of buying this no. frm private booki**, and reali tamade.. whn i was checking teletext..this no. came in starters. oh fuck siah..if i can buy this no. i will hav $500 bucks hot hot in my pocket leh.. Hai.. i can only blame myself for being lazy to go and buy 4D on sat, if i buy earlier, mayb, mayb, mayb, this no, can get in.. hai..no luck jiu si no luck..

the no. couldnt get in.. sad...

bought this dvd on sun.. i actually wanted to buy the HK Drama " Qing Xian Ye Zhong Huan",so that my mummy can watch too as i tink she wont like Taiwan Idol Drama Series, but i couldnt find it at Laser Flair or CD-Rama, so i bought this instead..I finished off the 10episode ytd. frm 1pm in the noon, tak a nap frm 5plus to 7.30pm and watched again frm 8pm to 2am..

Nice show.. can the part 3 cme out faster??? Im so eager to finished it all and know the ending.. aha...

Lastly, my mummy washed my baby monster...-_-!!!

Sun-tanning outside

Clean clean le..

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9:19 AM

16 February 2007

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!

GET MORE ANG BAO

WIN MORE MORE!!! LUCKY!! LUCKY!!

5:45 PM

14 February 2007

13/02/07 ( Tues )

Meet up wif my ITE gals ytd to celebrate Ade Belated Bday.. Its been 2 long draggy months since i last met up wif them.. Actually kinda miss them lar.. but sometimes jus too lazy or busy to meet up.. kekeke...

Went to Far East to shop around and hav our dinner at a Thai restaurant.. Dun reali like the food dere compare to Jai Thai.. But i love the Thai Ruby... Yummy... Shall order tis dessert if i visit a Thai Restaurant the next time round..

Lastly we went to Taka Levis Shop to buy a jeans as ade bday pressie cuz she haven bought ani bottom for cny... We chip in a amt and the rest ade pay.. Ard 10plus, we left orchard and took a train home.. Reali been ages since i meet the gals up.. will try to meet up more kays... Overall.. i enjoyed the outing ytd...

Today is Valentine's Day and i will never forget it for the rest of my mind.. WHY????? Cuz last year, i lost my newly bought Handphone which is born less than 2 freaking months in a cab... * faint*.. All is Dan fault..* bish*...

CNY is around the corner.. but im not looking forward to it at all.. Will be bringing my work home to do as im having stock take in March and i nd to clear my work.. Pui*****

1:37 PM

12 February 2007

My lunch time now, so muz quickly blog down disgusting pics which i found in er jie blog.. aha.. was superly bored @ work so i went to read her blog and..my god... i found some back-dated pics... dun scroll if u all had jus taken ur dinner kays????

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Wif LR mum... i tin tis is sometime in yr 2004... Joc say i looked like Xiao Mei Mei and my hair is so bouncy!!!! But hor, i look so slim then..now...hai...fatty ke

Tink tis is yr 2005...buang also...but joc is bery cute isnt it??

Yr 2006 @ Dbl O ladies nite!!! Seh liao lor!!!!

Tis pic is not in lr blog, tink i dun even know her at that time.. aha.. ITE time..

Tink tis is yr 2005??? At Bishan!!

Ai yo yo..so funny when i found tis pic siah... kip luffing infront of my com... okays.... back to work le.. its 2pm......sian arh....

1:50 PM

CNY IS COMING SOON!!!!! So i wont be able to update much.. Im gonna clear my work!!!! My payments,pink copies, whatever shit lar.. Ti gOng Po Pi,hope that i be able to clear all b4 fri...

I will update whenever im free kays..

Tak care my fren!!!

9:26 AM

09 February 2007

What Keline Means

K is for Keen

E is for Elitist

L is for Lively

I is for Inspirational

N is for Natural

E is for Extreme

What Does Your Name Mean?

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.

You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.

You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Your Birthdate: December 7

You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.

And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.

Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.

You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!

Your strength: Your self sufficiency

Your weakness: You despise authority

Your power color: Maroon

Your power symbol: Hammer

Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Accurate????

12:16 PM

08 February 2007

Im exactly like a walking zombie now... totally no mood to work for the past few days..today even worst... dun even feel like talking at all..

Suddenly hav the urge to switch off my hp for a few days and go to the beach ALONE.. i wanna hav some peaceful moments.. Can u imagine if 1 day i were to tak bus and travel to East Coast Park, lingering ard the beach and travel bk home by bus??? Ohh.. i dare not imagine.. Ahaha.. y isit BUS??? cuz im practically broke.. reali broke.. cant reali splurge on cabbies..

Alot of changes had taken for the past few months, regardless is my frens ard me, environment or whatever.. I jus dun feel well.. hacking care is what i've been doing, but i guess its time for me to think what i reali wan for the future..

1st: A change in me.. To do somethings which i dun wish/dare to do in the past..
2nd: My studies
3rd: My driving licence
4th: Hoping my stupid brother waking up frm his dreamland
5th: Earning more money to giv my parents a better life
6th: Peace in the family
7th: Move on and get a life, and stop dwelling of the past..

Can i accomplish all this??? I reali doubt so.. I need someone to guide me along and gimme a push in it.. But wher is that person???( still searching)

Im sick and tired of my aimless life, a life w/o goals and dreams..

To my newly known frens, im a gal who is quiet and dao.. Will seldom try to broach up a subject unless bo bian.. I simply dun like this character in me, but i've no choice as its my character ever since im born.. *SHY* I can only start to Kao Pei whn im drunk/high.... Ahhh.. fuck lar.. i jus cant go on, i tink im gonna burst into tears already... whY m i getting so emotion over small things.. ?????

I WANT TO GO TO THE BEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3:40 PM

Received an email frm charmaine tis morning.. And tis email is abt how a guy propose to his gf..

I seriously dun tink tis kinda guys still exist in this materialistic world..

Who can be so thoughtful and devoted as him???

Where can i still find a guy who willingly spent his time on folding 9999pieces of paper roses??

I guess i wont be so lucky to meet such a guy in my life.. If i can find a bf who is half as good as him, im contented and will grab him tight..BOO!!!!! I better go slp and dream abt it tonight.. Mayb, mayb.. it will only appear in my dreamland...

Proposal Video

Behind the scenes

10:33 AM

06 February 2007

WHY do i only break down and cry when im drunk?

WHY does heartache feels so terrible only at night?

WHY does memories flash back whenever im listening to sad songs?

WHY muz you lie to me?

WHY muz you break your promise times and again?

WHY am i so stupid to worried that u might be in trouble whn now u are kicking well alive?

WHY cant you jus get outta my mind?

WHY are we so closely connected to the people we know?

YOU promise to stay in contact wif me forever no matter what the future holds

SO......

WHERE THE FUC* ARE YOU NOW??????

SINCE U HAD BETRAYED AND BREAK YOUR FUCKING PROMISE TO ME, DONT EVER LEMME SEE YOU AGAIN FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!!! TIS IS MY LAST REQUEST!!!!!!!

3:13 PM

~~Updates Updates~~

02/02/07 (Fri)

Im so pissed wif my boss whn he came bk to office in the afternoon..

Our Conversation:

Boss: Keline, wher are u going later??
Me: Go out lor..
Boss: Today ur outfit doesnt suit u, u looked Lau Qi in it..
Me: HUH??? Isit??
Boss: Tis type of clothes doesnt suit u for ur age
Me: Orr....
Boss: Hope it doesnt spoilt ur day
Me: NO LAR.. ITS OKAY ( in my heart, none of ur biz)

Pls leh, in da morning, my drivers still tot im goin for a date or what, and some colleagues also say nice.. ONLY U say it doesnt suit me.. i tin ur eyes got problem ar.. Humph~~~!!!!!

Took a pic of myself.. so can u all tag me and gimme some feedback.. do i reali look so terrigible and horrigible in it??? MUZ SAY THE TRUTH!!!!!

Aft work, joc and i went to Tionh Bahru Plaza to meet up wif lynn and her colleagues.. had our dinner @ Sakae Sushi and movies later.. Watched " The Unseeable" So damn disappointing wif the show seh.. superly boring.. so joc suggest that we switched to other cinema to watch other show.. Went to cinema 2 to watch Happy Birthday.. a nice one.. reali touching.. and of cuz, i cried.. hahaha.. i noe im a cry baby..

Hiao Hiao Us in da toilet..

Aft movies, joc and i went off to SHIN8 BAR to mit up wif PR, QF, DAP, PQ, MIKE and WW.. drinkin session again ehh.. We finished 2 bottles of Martell and 1 barrier of beer... shit man.. again.. im gone that nite.. nv vomit at all but i was practically laughing and talking non-stop.. Mike and QF even hav to use their hand to cover my mouth, but still, no use lar.. i still can laugh..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... Anyway, thks u 2 so much for tolerating wif my nonsensical tins.. kekeke

Aft SHIN8, we went to Dragonfly @ St James.. its damn packed.. walking in and out was so difficult.. Stay for ard 20mins dere and we left as WW was drunk..WS was hungree and dey went into Charcoal to hav their supper.. the rest of us stand outside smoking as we weren't hungree at all.. QF, DAP and i went off earlier @ ard 5am.. i slept all the way frm Vivo to Sbw..

Bathed, blow my hair dry and i knock out at 0630 in da morning..

03/02/07 ( Sat )

Slept the whole day frm 0630am to 5pm.. got woked up once at 12plus and stoned in my living rm before knocking out again.. quickly bath and i went down to kopitiam to buy dinner as i went hungree for the whole day and my stomach wasnt feeling well at all..

Supposed to go Dbl o de, but it was cancelled and changed to Shin8 Bar instead.. Before goin down to shin8, i went to pr hse 1st to watch soccor, Liverpool vs Everton.. betted 150 bucks on Liverpool, but hai..LOSE....So before we go off, we bet on other match also... hopefully, hoping that we could re-coup, who knows, the match all kelong.. All the gd teams either draw or lose.. fark.. im proudly announced, im 271 bucks POORER..

Reached there at 11plus and we onli managed to finish 3/4 of the booze, i tin we were quite stoned aft ytd drinking.. halfway thru, asked QF to acc me to the toilet to force myself to vomit out everything so that i will feel much better.. Left Shin8 at 3am..and i had steamboat at Geylang wif Pr..nice nice seh.. Aft supper, we head bk home and i hit my bed at 0530am..

Hiao Hiao me b4 heading to pr hse...

9:35 AM

01 February 2007

THOUGH my workload is still heavy
THOUGH one of my driver make me pek chek in the morning
THOUGH im quite stone and tired now
THOUGH i still felt sicky whenever im in the office

BUT

BUT

BUT

MY SPIRITS ARE FLYING HIGH UP IN THE SKY NOW

Dun ask me what's the reason behind, cuz even i, myself also DUNNO! I jus felt so so so happy yet confusing at the same time.Its been 4 months since i felt this way. I kip laughing to myself infront of my office com since noon.U all muz be thinking that im crazy..Well.. i think so too!!! Alamak, im blogging rubbish now.. But Oh no no.. dun think that its becuz Jim had call me or what.. It got nothing to do with him. And i jus feel that its better for me that he disappear off frm my sight!!!!!!!!

Aiyah.. i dunno lar... what's happening to me huh???????????

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

My heart goes sha la la la la.. sha la la in the morning...

IM FREAKING HAPPY!!!! I PRAY TO MY GUAN YIN MA, PLEASE KIP TIS SPIRIT OF MINE GOING ON CAN??DUN LET ANYTHING DAMPEN MY HAPPINESS TODAY CAN???? IM NOT GREEDY, JUS FOR TODAY?????? PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HOPE YOU HEARD MY PLEADING TO YOU....( DID U HEARD THAT)????

4:21 PM

Not much activities is up for these few days.. Home sweet home for mon and tues.. superly guai rite??? Ahaha.. But i took urgent half day morning leave ytd as im kinda tired and lazy to come to work .. Woked up in the noon and found out that im having a sore throat.. Sianzzz... plus my stupid flu bug hasnt been cured at all..my colleague Mas adviced me to see the doc and get some rest and medic, even the cleaner also asked me to go out for lunch, walk around and sweat abit, so that it helps..Hai.. toopid flu.. jus get away frm me can???? Its so irritating.. I dunno how many boxs of tissues i had used up le..

After work, i was feeling sick and intend to head home for a rest.. But who knows, someone called me at 10pm, telling me that she's in a foul mood and jio me down to Dbl O Ladies Nite.. Guess whos the person is.. ????? * * * QINGFEN * * * So i bathed, change and make-up and leave my hse @ 11pm..

Reached there @ 12am and its so damn crowded!!!! Luckily dap and her 2 frens reached earlier and manage to get half of the table.. I think i need not elaborate much on what i did during those clubbing sessions.. its always the same.. either 10 10 or Hei Bai Se and DRINK!!!!! Though is ladies night ytd, but we still ordered by jug so that we dun need to kip running to the bar counter.. Roy join us too and reach @ ard 1am.. The 1st thing Qf said to him is " EH U FAT LIAO LEH" ahaha.. but.. rrreali got Fa Fu lor cuz his face is quite chubby.. He still dun wanna admit and told us is bcuz he jus taken his dinner, even ask Qf and i to go wash our face..lol.. Overall, its an enjoyable night ..ehh... another issue is i... i.. puked..Hai.. But im mre sober aft vomitting, at least not so STONE...though at times i know im sprouting nonsense and my dear frens reali know me well enuff whether im drunk or not. Once i start to talked loudly, scolding vulgar, taking off my heels, putting my legs high up whn im inside the car.. its the sign of symtoms that im drunk..

After Dbl O, we head to a few other place before we head home. Anyway, jus hope that things are fine between the 2 of u now!!!! And thks roy for his ride home=)

Today will be my home sweet home day!!! Need to reali get some rest and eat the doctor prescribed flu medicine that joc gave me.. Looking forward to my fun-filled weekends!!!!!!!!!

11:44 AM