ytd aft work, cs and joc acc me to see those sen-seh at ys..cuz my back reali hurts like hell..i cant reali stand straight aft i get up frm my chair or bed.. i muz hunch and walk a few steps b4 i can stand straight..lol..*sob sob* awhile later..its my turn and i reali tremble wif fear whn i walked in..ppl who noe me will noe that i cant stand even the slightest of pain.. useless hor..but..well..thats me!!!! during the rubbing session.. i kip telling the sen-seh to be softer abit.and guess what she reply me..im the most gentle sen-seh here..-_-!!! doesnt look like lo..cuz she look so fierce..but well. she reali not bad lar.. still joke wif me and help me wipe away my sweat..lol..but hor..my heart ache leh..the consultation fees is $53.25 lo..so ex siah.. i reali got a shock whn i was making the payment... consultation + 2 bags of herbs + 2 pkt of pills = $53.25.. siaNZ..But..thks cs and joc fer accompanying me.. was feelin kinda sad and disappointed wif one of my fren.. though she nv told us..but i get to noe the news of it.. she said she is disappointed wif me and joc..and she kinda giv up on tis friendship..Hey.. im reali curious.. what did we do to disappoint u?? what makes u wanna giv up on a 10yrs long of friendship?? so now i know how fragile our friendship is and u can easily say tis word out when u hav ur bf.. if ur bf is a good guy.i will sincerely giv u all my blessings..but he's not..and we cant tell u much as we care fer ur feelings..well..all these aint imp anymore.. cuz i utterly disappointed in ur actions and words.. we are not ur punching bags or whatever shit ok.. dun vent ur anger on us whn u din get enuff rest..we are not the one who push you to a dead end.. PLEASE GET TIS DAMN THING CLEAR... Dun come back crying when ur ill-treated by ur bf since u can say out cruely that u gave up tis friendship..ok.. For the past few days..im feeling down..not jus bcuz of tis incident..but alot of surprises are coming up one at a time which i tin i nd sometime to reali digest it..Life reali sucks..im tired of it.. but dun worry..i wont go and commit suicide..lol..jus voicing out some thoughts..im living in this world aimlessly and hopelessly.. there's reali nothing which can reali make me feel happy abt it.. i can luff and be crazy like hell whenever im out wif my frens.. i can try to console dem whenever dey are feeling down..but whn im in a shitty situation.. i doubt i can reali take it so well..sometimes i will jus choose to avoid the issues.. hmm.. i tin i muz stop writing le..if not i will kana depression.. +++ why can u bear to do this to me whn u noe i care?? +++
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capture the present
NAME: Keline
Date of Birth: 07 Dec 1984 * Sagittarius *
Contacts: keline_liu@hotmail.com
